As you like it

I was like fly...maybe a honeybee...butterfly....i dint know wat i was..i spent my lifetime carelessly, never really bothered to think of others, to say i really didnt care for myself..but i cant say that i was selfless.. i was very selfish..but not self-centered....was not not particular about anything..not very happy not very sad..wanted to achive everything in one whole night..but the inner self used to knock all the time and bring back the flying emotions back to where i belonged..but sunddenly one day relaised that i carried a life within me..got really confused..and there where many unanswered questions..was that the end of me?, will i be recognised?, will i perish as the caterpillar?, i didnt know...but i continued without knowing wat i am doing.  Every moment was like bomb waiting to get detonate...but life cahnged once the life within me flew out from me...i realised it was not the end but ineed it was the beginning of me, it was like "in my end, is my beginning", yes i was a caterpillar who later became the butterfly, i recognised myself at last..that careless, selfish person born again with the name MOTHER.